elena christina
37 weeks!!!! only 3 more to go before due date :) nesting like crazy. rearranging the kid’s room, watching house of the dragon, cleaning the apartment like crazy. running errands in this terrible heat. still manage to have a smile on my face regardless of any struggles I’m going through. trying my best!!!!!!!!!!!
happy almost 8 months baby boy!!!!!! We changed our mind about his middle name and he will now officially !!!!! be Isaiah Jiraiya ☠️♥️ big naruto nerdzzz
trying to feel pretty at 5 months pregnant. it’s a BOY! baby Isaiah James is what we finally decided on💙
ima spill my secret Bc I’m so excited I can’t contain it. MY EGGO IS PREGGO AGAIN 🥰🥰🥰 so elated and over the moon that Elvia will b a big sister :,) still haven’t told our parents yet. The only ones who know are baby daddy and Ricky. If it’s another girl, her name will be Elena Blair or Blair Anastasia👏🏼👏🏼♥️ If it’s a boy, we’re in trouble Bc we can’t decide on anything. Middle name will definitely be Isaiah in memory of him tho 🥺♥️
I rarely come on this thing anymore but occasionally I’ll express how my life’s been going lately whether it’s good or bad LOL
I’m seeing a therapist and quit drinking and can I just say that letting everything out, even if it’s something like a small and pointless argument between Austin and I, is incredibly decompressing. The drinking thing hasn’t been so hard since I was pregnant last year but I do struggle with wanting one drink when we go out to lunch or dinner most times. It’s a work in progress.
Elvia is our everything. The light in this darkness of a world. She’s growing too fast. already walking and talking and screaming. We want another one right away to have siblings close in age. It will happen when it’s supposed to :)
“I love that boy with all I’ve ever had in me, and that’s a hell of a lot.”— Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals (via pinkballerinas)
Details: Ghost clouds - Les Nuages Fantômes. Ca. 1897, by Richard Riemerschmid.
Clementine von Radics, from Mouthful of Forevers: Poems; “October”